sometimes,i wish i knew.
i want to know why we always msg each other.
i want to know why u keep asking me out.
i want to know if i mean anyth special to u or if it is just a means for me to not quit.
maybe u jz want me to feel more at home.
when i dun receive msgs frm u or when u ignore me(tt day at the coffeeshop),i feel really constricted.
i want to know if i really make u feel better when u tell me tt u r down.
i want to know if tt girl u are talkin abt is me.
i want to know why i keep stealing glances of u when im nt supposed to.
why it feels so weird when we catch each other's eye.

sometimes,i wish i knew too.
i wish i knew what was on ur mind when u did what u did.
i wish i knew why she manages to stay where she is,if what u and her did meant anything to her.
i wish i knew if she hates me as much as i do to her.
i wish i knew if we are here bcuz we really click or bcuz it has become a habit.
i wish i knew what really happened.
why u are still in bb.
i wish i knew if dad was correct.
maybe it was stupid for me to fall head in again.
i wish i knew how life without u will feel.
if it would suck like it did and slowly become bearable again.
i wish i knew if i could ever trust u ever again without her popping into my mind.
its difficult to trust u.

maybe if i knew,i would hv the courage to tell u.
maybe i would hv the courage to mix with u n ur group.
i wish i had the courage to take that step out