letter to you

things between us getting really stressed up again lately.
im starting to doubt if we can really get together in the future.
esp with all our differences.
you are such a religious person.
honestly,it really irks me.
i dun think i can live with someone who does everything in relation to god.
i dun like what u did last night.
why give me all tt nonsense when u wanted to go out with them in the first plc?
then u didnt even reply my sms and didnt even msg me today.
scared?i dun think so.
i dun think i will marry u.
i jz dun dare to let go.
maybe its cuz of selfish reasons,im afraid tt i cant function without u.
and tt if i see u with another girl again before i get together with someone,i will feel horrible.
i feel like doing everything to jz piss u off and get u jealous and get u to pay attention to me.
maybe tts why i h been going shopping,thinking of going clubbing.
i hate it when things feel this way