long long day

yup.
today was a long long day.
i woke up early,hoping to get some work done.
but only managed to print stuff.
well,at least i tried.

so yup,
reached LT really early and read prac notes.
but i gotta admit today was quite a gd day.
i didnt fall aslp, i listened for lectures, i got work done.

went for PA interview too.
i wonder whats wrong with me though.
why do i join all the activities in the world, half hoping that i be accepted,half hoping tt i wont?

first odac,now PA.
seriously,i think im not wanting it bad enough.
but i guess PA will be fun,
at least the trip willbe.

i need to work real hard for EOY.
to cover whatever i screwed up during midterms.
MUST MUST MUST.
hopefully,after next thursday, i will know what i want,
hounours or not.
i be lucky if i know what job i wanna do too.
i think i need a goal in life.
a goal that i can work towrads too.
then i wont feel like im floating around,
living, not exisiting