i baked cookies today.
melting moments and rock buns.
the piper pissed the hell out of me and i wonder why my mum isnt one of those mums tt loves baking and being motherly.
why is it tt my dad has to sew all the funny stuff ard at home.
then i found an ans.
cuz the world is fair.
if they make my mum like to bake,we will prolly open a bakery shop.
tts nt a very gd idea isnt it??

sometimes,i wish i knew.
i want to know why we always msg each other.
i want to know why u keep asking me out.
i want to know if i mean anyth special to u or if it is just a means for me to not quit.
maybe u jz want me to feel more at home.
when i dun receive msgs frm u or when u ignore me(tt day at the coffeeshop),i feel really constricted.
i want to know if i really make u feel better when u tell me tt u r down.
i want to know if tt girl u are talkin abt is me.
i want to know why i keep stealing glances of u when im nt supposed to.
why it feels so weird when we catch each other's eye.

sometimes,i wish i knew too.
i wish i knew what was on ur mind when u did what u did.
i wish i knew why she manages to stay where she is,if what u and her did meant anything to her.
i wish i knew if she hates me as much as i do to her.
i wish i knew if we are here bcuz we really click or bcuz it has become a habit.
i wish i knew what really happened.
why u are still in bb.
i wish i knew if dad was correct.
maybe it was stupid for me to fall head in again.
i wish i knew how life without u will feel.
if it would suck like it did and slowly become bearable again.
i wish i knew if i could ever trust u ever again without her popping into my mind.
its difficult to trust u.

maybe if i knew,i would hv the courage to tell u.
maybe i would hv the courage to mix with u n ur group.
i wish i had the courage to take that step out

RT

rt is fun but tiring.
it gives me a sense of satisfaction to teach the lil' kids.
i especially love the naughty boys.haowen,kiat chia,nigel.
its an experience tt noone will understd.

no mood blog.
everything is in my head but jz cant be written.
its ok.
the important memories will be kept in me always.
memories are the foundations tt make people up:)