More than words:)

tonight is a more than words night.
i love block comm.
i love tasmine.
i love eye candy:)
i love oldies
i love climbing.

these are things tt i will miss when i leave hall.
it was so cool when johan was speeding in the lorry.
UBER COOL.
way too cool.
now i know why people tend to do stupid things when they are with friends.
they seriously cant help it.
but hey,
tts why we are called reckless youths:)

i think im eye candying you more now.
bad bad news.
im nt suppose to m i?
haha.
what's life without eyecandys..
I WILL NOT FALL FOR YOU.
i will just eye candy you.
remember criteria 1.

u are way too cute and cool:)

Home:)

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

miracles do exisit

miracles do exisit.

i was wondering how i was going to attend 3 activities at the same time.
but guess what, i managed to do it.

odac meeting was quite..sian
seriously, i thought ppl who joing odac will be people who really love outdoors.
a 1 day trip to johor to shopping?
pls.. get a life.
i was looking forward to rafting.
ah well, cycling will be fun too.

PA..so far ok la.
nthing much.
but cool, KR friend is there/^^

netball was super shiok.
i was feeling so tired and drained after everything and WHAMBAM
netball made everything better.
i felt so happy.
its such a liberated feeling.
and when we did tatics, it was quite funny to see ppl killing their own space.

went to check chem results after tt and WHAMBAM.
i knew i wont do well but still,
i didnt expect others to do that well uz i really found it difficult.
ah well,i've moved on.
i need to really make up for it.

i have so many things to do i just dont know how to organise it.

which leads me to the issue of god and religion.

do i believe that there is a god?
yes.

i admitted it to dawn even though i refuse to tell tee anything.
i dont want him to start converting me.

but anyways,
i do miss sajc.
where the holy spirit was all around(not literally)
and where i sorta believed that when u say a prayer, god is really listening.
i tried yesterday but it didnt work.
i want to believe.
i just cant though.
its not in me to put my heart and soul into smth tt i cannot see and dont know if it exisits.
hell, i dont even believe in somethings that i can see and kinda know its exisits,ie:tee
so its not so much of having a reason to not believe in something
but its having a reason to believe in it.

well,
i just miss the quiet time in sajc during morning worship and chapel.

i hope tt i believed tt god really exisits.
then, i will have more motivation to do whatever im doing.
i want to believe in the idea that god wont give u an obstacle that you cannot overcome.

my EQ improved.

now i know why mum and gu gu dont get along.
woohoo.
after 19 years,going 20,i finally figured it out.

mum is either damn tactless or she dont bother to show her dislike.
they were mutually suaning each other like noone's buisness.
COOL.

i learn frm negative examples.i will,i hope.
i want to get along well with my husband family.
so well that they will love me so much and so will i.

i get 2 underwear to keep me alive for 5 days.
gd luck to me

i need to slp right now.
i did nothing over the whole weekend.

i gt odac meeting AND pa meeting AND netball training tmr.
i need to complete my chem tutorial(if there is one) AND my writing tmr.

gd luck to me.

gd night to me

long long day

yup.
today was a long long day.
i woke up early,hoping to get some work done.
but only managed to print stuff.
well,at least i tried.

so yup,
reached LT really early and read prac notes.
but i gotta admit today was quite a gd day.
i didnt fall aslp, i listened for lectures, i got work done.

went for PA interview too.
i wonder whats wrong with me though.
why do i join all the activities in the world, half hoping that i be accepted,half hoping tt i wont?

first odac,now PA.
seriously,i think im not wanting it bad enough.
but i guess PA will be fun,
at least the trip willbe.

i need to work real hard for EOY.
to cover whatever i screwed up during midterms.
MUST MUST MUST.
hopefully,after next thursday, i will know what i want,
hounours or not.
i be lucky if i know what job i wanna do too.
i think i need a goal in life.
a goal that i can work towrads too.
then i wont feel like im floating around,
living, not exisiting