i feel much better after talking to tee and vicki.plus yihui gave me a fuzzy wuzzy.i think im pmsing.
dont worry girl,this is the first sem.just try harder the next sem.u need to give urself time to pace and adjust into uni life.its nt the end of the world.

review for cm1401

see what i found on the net.hahahaha

horrible.horrible.horrible.i used to like chem.but aft this mod.i totally hate chem and would not want to touch chem mod anymore.this is a killer mod.both organic and physical chem in a sem!more 20plus chps to cover and furthermore we are not chem majors!no formula list will be given during exam whereas for chem major they will be provided.how unfair can it be.we are not majoring in chem yet we are supposed to cover more than them and required to memorise all those formula and constants!We are guinea pig as this is the first year that they combined both organic and physical chem in a sem.It was real real bad,worse most horrible mod for the sem.For exam, I din do like almost 1/2 of the physical chem part and yet i was able to score B.this shows that the bell curve must be skewed all the way to the fail part.
by- (

everyone needs a break

HANG IN THERE

Plants and animals both owe their origins to endosymbiosis, a process where one cell ingests another, but for some reason then fails to digest it. The evidence for this lies in the way their cells function. Both plant and animal rely on structures called mitochondria to release energy in their cells, using aerobic respiration to produce the energy-carrying molecule ATP. There is considerable evidence that mitochondria evolved from free-living aerobic bacteria: they are the size of bacterial cells; they divide independently of the cell by binary fission; they have their own genome in the form of a single circular DNA molecule; their ribosomes are more similar to those of bacteria than to the ribosomes found in the eukaryote cell's cytoplasm; and like chloroplasts they are enclosed by a double membrane as would be expected if they derived from bacterial cells engulfed by another cell.

i know how to upload pix frm flickr now:)

just saw Otterman's blog. i realised that i have alot in common with him. from cycling to animals to blood donations.

i so wanna be his friend.HELLO!!CAN U BE FRIENDS WITH ME??I'LL PROMISE TO ACE YOUR MODULES

rainy days

rainy days in hall arent emo-ish anymore.
why do i hv to get addicted to nice pix n blogging 2 weeks b4 exams..

Holiday P

Holiday P
1.album for yeye and nainai
2.make my blog nice nice
3.COOK!BAKE!
4.pack the darn messy mess of mine(this is always a post exam activity)
5.try to dwngrade the annoying msn
6.xmas frames for all my buddies:)
7.buy boots and shoes frm queensway(IMPT!!)

wonderful days

cycling along mandai PCN.i skidded,fell and made him fall too.we were kinda like encrusted in mud.

me and tasmine:)

wonderful day

it took me a record 6 min to get nainai to sleep.yay:)
at least i can concentrate on my work after this.just wanted to say that nainai is so cute.she smiles at the slightest things that are completely not funny but her smile is so contagious tt it makes everybody else smile too.
i wonder if tts how mummy feels when she tries to get me to slp when i was young.
haha.i must hv given her a hell of a time.
it amazes me how our roles have changed and reversed.now im the one trying to get the person who got me to sleep last time to sleep.
confuzed?haha.

i love my htht in the car with daddy now.
i feel like a talk to him like im a big girl and he treats me like one too.
i'll try to be nice to kenny.but sometimes,its really hard when our characters just clash like nobody's buisness.

had an unexpected day with tee today.
went to his friends's house for deepavali but did nothing except say hi, drink coke,eat pineapple tarts and used the toilet.well,at least it wasnt too bad.but well,i didnt say anything at all.
we dabao dinner for him and went to seletar cuz i wanted to see the rain come.it didnt rain but we saw this UBER COOL GUY flying his power kite.
and no joke,he is damn power.
its little unexpected things like that that makes life wonderful.

life is not measured by the number of breaths you take
but the number of breaths that take you away

i miss hall.
haha.never thot i would.i miss my b2 gang.

ok.off to mug now.going cycling trm morning.hope it no rains.

an excerpt :

again, enough of school, please, i'm pleading myself.
the late HTHT talks i've been having with the B2 girls were really a good way to end, or maybe begin the day, remembering that we closed our conversations when the clock showed that it was 3 am ?
4 hours of sleep were the maximum i could hit, and a few minutes before 8, i was awake again because i made a promise to turn up for breakfast with the same gang.
priceless :)

i realized that i have grown some kind of love towards the people surrounding me, and hall :)
the culture really fits me because they don't steer you, and they don't force you to do what you're not willing to do,
everything that i do for hall, or almost everything, is out of my willingness, and they are sincere.
that's one hell of a good point.
they won't ask you to throw away your books, and interfere with whatever rubbish they're involved in if they know that you really can't let go of your books at certain periods of time,
and they know when they are supposed to be having fun, and when they're supposed to be concentrating back on the books.

im gonna miss hall like mad,
esp the B2 girls.
i love u girls:)

eye candy:(

eye candy is getting wayyy too distracting.
why is he so cute?
i hvnt found smth tt i dont like abt him yet.
ok..maybe yes..rule no.1 remember?

had photoshoot today
and we wore our school uniforms.
OMG.
i miss the sa girl sey so so much.
i love my uniform.
i feel so confident wearing it.
how pathetic though..
i need a uniform to make me confident??
well...
i just love it.
wearing it made me feel so holy,
like i need to listen to chapel songs.

guess it really is quite nice to know tt whatever happens to you is all pre planned.

Trust in the lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding.
In all ways, acknowledge Him
and He will make your path straight.

boyfriend is right.
im trying to concentrate on too much things at one time.
and its secretly hurting my efficiency.
grandparents,mum,dad,dog,him,schoolwork,hall,uni friends,jc friends.
i have been neglecting quite a few things recently.

i guess that all along,i did know that i was being rather unfair to him.
he is really putting in more than me.
or maybe he just has more free time?
whatever the case, i know that he's beeen putting in more as compared to me.

i always say and think tt it would be fine if we break up.
but when he said tt he felt i wasnt putting in enough effort,
my heart kinda sank.
then,i realised tt he actually matters alot to me.
i was kinda afraid that he was hinting for a breakup.

boyfriend is right again.

one day,when she is gone,
you will regret thinking that she is naggy.
you will miss her smile and everything

he made me think again.
i havent been fair to mum right?
but sometimes,its hard to be nice to her.
esp when i see how double sided she can be.
im nice to nainai cuz im afraid tt i dont hv much time to spend with her anymore.
but what if something happens to mum tomorrow?
will i regret anything?
i think i will.
which is why i hv been trying REALLLY hard to be extra nice to her.
its not easy.
but i'll try.

i feel that my family is falling apart.
why is it so difficult for dad to stop the car for mum to buy breakfast for tt goon brother of mine?
dad doesnt calls her ah pui anymore.
sometimes, the silence is more difficult to endure than the names.

i caught up with dawn today.
i hv been trying to avoid msn cuz its detrimental to my efficiency rate of doing work.
i realised that she is going through alot now.
it would kill me to hv to give nis away.
i felt very bad for not being the friend that i was suppose to be.
instead of being there for her,
i avoided going online cuz i didnt want to get distracted.

friendship does not disappears.
it evolves.
if it isn't strong enough to evolve,
it becomes extinct.

remember that my girl.
even in the midst of family and studies,
be fair to your friends too.