20

im turning 20.and at 20,you would think that i would have already gotten pass and used to certain things in life.
unfortunately,tts still a no.haha

i find myself tongue tied when i talk to people who i deemed are 'cooler' than me.seriously,how childish can this be right?if its someone of equal status or lower,then i feel that i can talk and i think i keep the coversation going.i swear tt its completly unintentional.i didnt even notice it until recently.

im very proud of the blueblack on my hip because i got it frm touch rug.YAYNESS.i want to show it to everyone but i cant walk around in my underwear right?

well,i dont wanna grow up if it means tt i have to decide on a career.it also means tt i cant wear shorts and shirt to work.seriously,i need to start dressing like a 20 year old.and hey guess what,i hv never ever used nail polish in my life.neither do i intend to at the time being.