time passes so quickly.before you know it,im at the end of ihg.i would be lying if i said tt i was happy with ihg performances.its not about the results tt we get but its the process tt counts.after each IHG tt i take part in,i wonder to myself if we would hv done better had i taken the responsibilty to come down for trainings,go for KE fit etc etc.
la asked how come we try so hard when others dont care.i know what she means,yet im guilty of it.i guess we try so hard because we dont want to let ourselves down.even if the team performs badly, you can still say to yourself 'hey,u tried your best'.but if even you heck it,you will feel even more horrible.which is kinda what i felt after track.i kept asking myself if things would have been better if we had trained the full 100m instead of just the baton passing.because of tt,we let go of a freaking 4th place.i thought it was all about trying my best.in the end,i did but life just likes screwing us up.lets just take this as a lesson.its over anyway.im sorry trackers,esp alycia,shadrina and arjun.i dont know if it was my fault but once again,fault doesnt change the way things are.
given a choice,i would turn back time and try to attend trainings more regularly.i want to inspire ppl with this sucky feeling i hv within me now.sadly,i dont think i will hv the chance to anymore.
but still,i love hall and felt the warmness n fuzziness of hall even when i was at home at 12mn last night.i really want to keep the friends i hv made in hall.
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