had very fun times in hall once again:)

flowers,notes,chocolate,pranks.haha.i feel so loved when i see all the flowers n notes.plus dad's sms.so sweet.i love my friends.dinner with tee was cool too.so seldoms we go to somewhere new so we kinda walk alot.spider sense my head.too bad no home cooked dinner.haha.but seriously,i kinda knew he wont do it cuz he is not tt kind of ppl.still,i still think tt its pretty sweet:)who doesnt want a bf tt can cook?but hey,i love him.

then there was the baking:)sia didnt come:(lala disappear:(tas went home:(
so given my ocd and iwantitmyway character,i was slightly pissed off and anal when pl offered her so many opinions and acted like she is incharge.i thought i was over tt age.see,i hv a bad side too.luckily the guys came to diffuse the tension.i wanted to make something special for my tee but couldnt think of anything.aeroplane quite fail.

the guys were telling me to continue with ivp.im abit scared.i dont hv background plus they seem pretty scary to me.but i like the feeling on the field.during ihg,i kept wondering if i still dared to dive.but tt day,it was like instinct tt i i dived.i didnt realised i dived till it was over.i love tt feeling.but i let in 2 goals(after reflectin for a long time)i love the sport alot.

something not so happy happen during the friendly with TH but im over it.the take away point is tt the more you know of a person,you will eventually realise tt they will let you down sooner or later.its not a bad/sad thing i guess.its just life.kinda shows you tt nobody is perfect.and tt the people whom you really like n care about are the ppl who can let you down the most.

there;s no such thing as BFF or friends forever too.all the warm fuzzys tt i hv mean so much to me cuz there are so many memories in there.so what if they are just memories?they still mean alot to me.reminds me to treasure what i have now.like my hall friends.i really wish i could keep them for life.but i think the friendship might fade after i leave hall.so i really hv to hold on to them so tight now.like what sia said,we'll just see what happens.

tts life,turning 20 in 2 weeks time for me.im not sad or anything.maybe even glad tt i hv come to take life in such a calm manner