and so it happened.
the nuclear reactor in japan exploded.

how can so many bad things happen to the same group of people over a span pf less than one week?but thats life for you i guess.i feel very affected by what happened to japan.maybe its because i have seen so many pictures of japan and heard of their super high-tech stuff there.but somehow,seeing everything that they have become a pile of rubble,saddens me alot.i have never felt this way about a natural disaster before.i feel bad for doing daily things such as hanging around with my friends/laughing/not finishing my food.it feels wrong to be enjoying life when the people in japan are worried sick about their lives.i feel like a hypocrite when i do those things.like what happen in Hotel Rwanda when people just look at news coverage and say 'oh so sad' and they go back to eating their dinners in a high class restraunt.

im disappointed with some people.i wonder how they can think/say that people deserve such a mishap.and how they feel that other countries are being dragged into the whole thing even though its not their fault.so is it japan's fault that they live along the fault line?in the same way, its wrong to say that other countries are being affected by what happen there.and nobody, NOBODY deserves the nuclear bomb.2 wrongs dont make a right.and if you think like that and become a teacher next time,im sorry for the kids that you are going to teach.tell me where you teach and i will avoid sending my kids to that school.

i made a resolution not to judge people but its such a hard one.when people dont feel the way you do,you often feel that they are wrong.

i find it difficult to wrap my mind around the whole issue.how can there be a god when so many terrible and horrible stuff happen on earth?and its not just on earth, its the same exact spot on earth that so many horrible things are happening.meilani says that i will understand one day.i hope i will.i did pray for japan.i really do hope that they will be able to overcome this obstacle and become stronger.seriously,no looting,queueing for neccesities,i take my hat off.

seriously tee,if you dont think my msg makes sense tt so be it.f off.dont come and tell me your big logic and theory when im just concerned and want to share stuff with you.