loss for words

I am at a loss of words.
Chun sheng just passed away during NS. Even though I am not close to him, I feel quite affected.

These are the kind of things which you won't expect to happen to people that you know. But when it really does happen, there is this one moment where you don't believe that it did. I wasn't close to Chun Sheng, but I really respected him as a band leader and a senior. It was quite amazing how he did things without having to 'steal' the limelight.

I wonder how the others are feeling now.People who are much closer to him must feel so empty and lost. His family must be feeling so sad now. Its so hard to come to a closure this way.

I pray that everyone who knew Chun Sheng will remember him forever,may his spirit and way of doing things not be forgotten. He was a man who practised what he preached and let us remember that. I pray for his family and his friends to have the strength and courage to carry on. I pray that they will get the proper closure that they need. I pray for Chun Sheng's soul to rest in peace, knowing that he was loved and very much appreciated in this world.

I pray for simon that he will have wisdom to know when to stop pushing himself. I pray that god will bless him and keep him safe.

It suddenly occured to me how much I love tee. It be really hard to carry on without him. With him, I can really speak my mind and there is this level of comfortableness with him that I don't have with anybody else.I know that he won't judge me and I love him for that.

I pray that I will learn from this incident and treasure the people in my life more. I pray to be able to put myself in mummy's shoes and understand and accept her way of doing things. Help me not to be irritated with her and make the effort to show her that I still love her.

Remind me to love each and everyone of my family and friends and show it to them too.Help me live my life without regrets so that I won't feel that I didn't do enough when the day comes.