Busy bee

Hall life as always, has been exciting.
With the conclusion of pres Tan''s speed dating, one hundred and one things totally surfaced.

Like how many girls in hall are actually interested in him and are actually willing to show da love. LOL
Brave people we have around here. But I guess that's what we call fighting for what you want. Not that I would in this case. Then again, how often have I fought for the things that I want?

V-day was boring. For me at least. Spent it mugging for Microbio test. Of course there were shows to watch. Haha. With such hapz friends, I couldn't expect more eh:)
There was coffee girl, starbucks dates, interesting smses, paper markets, HTHT with my touch girls.
Where else but hall can you find so many things happening at the same time. Ok, I take back what I said, it wasn't boring. I kinda enjoyed it.

Not forgetting the twins booking out for the first time:) So sweet of Tim to call me to talk. Didn't expect that but oh well. I'm glad he did. And I'm glad I showed them the awesomeness of KE 7.

So here's the cruz of the whole post.
We had a drinking session. Yup, drink. Germs and drink don't come together in a sentence unless the word never is present. Anyway, it happened. On the pretext of pres Tan's birthday.
I must admit, I really suck. And Vicks is not bad.

So I kinda fell asleep on the couch. I swear I wasn't drunk. Just sleepy. When I was awake, I heard and understood more than anyone in the room did that day. And I have to admit, some topics were erm, interesting.

Jo and our good friend V got pretty drunk. And Jo was left on the couch with me. Alone. In the lounge. How's that huh? What happened was weird and I kinda wonder what I was thinking that night. But it felt..strangely nice. Maybe because I miss having contact. And the little bit of conversations that we had was pretty funny too. Anyway, I was afraid that things would be awkward but he seems to either forgotten or he is acting that it didn't happen too. Well, that way's fine with me. Rather friends than nothing. He can be kinda cute actually. Weird things keep playing in my head. The conversations keep replaying in my head every night too.I wonder if there is something wrong with my morales. Oh well. I hope all of us will still keep in contact after leaving hall.

Boyfriend's back tmr:)
I miss him. Even though I don't know what's up in the future for us, its good to have him back.
He will be able to take my mind of funny thoughts. No more being deprived of hugs and pats.
Pretty excited about it. But I still gotta study ok. See this? STUDY.

And I miss Linhui too. Its weird not having him in the lounge. Its weird with Max and ZY whsipering behind me.

Right now, I just need to retreat into my little fantasy bubble and crash

I MISS YOU. So much.

Miss ur warm body, miss talking to you, miss you asking me to study.

Need u back b4 I go cuckoo.

So much things happening in hall recently. Too much for me to catch up on. Honestly, it makes me doubt myself. Do I do things correctly? Am I gossiping too much? Should somethings be shared? Feels weird to feel so unsure. 

Come back soon sweetie. I need to talk to you. Need you to reassure me.

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Sometimes I really wished that I loved someone else.
I don't like what you are doing but I love you for who you are.
How many more times must this happen now that you are where you want to be?
Nobody likes disappointment.
I wish you were a different person but the person I love is you.
Its not your fault. If its anybody's fault, its probably mine.

40% CA. I need to focus. Concentrate germs.

She is living her dream. Doing everything that I always wanted but never had the courage to pursue.

But I'm needed for other things here. I can't just give these things up.

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