看人家的脸色看得有点累了。
The negative energy is coming from you.
Please let everything be over soon.
Im tired of avoiding stepping on your toes.
Enough is enough. Thanks.

Its weird how things can change in the blink of an eye.

Like how being super good friends can change in just a matter of days.
And how crushes can become really really bad from just an event.
Well, it just serves to remind me that change is the only constant in life.

I recently got to know this friend of mine better, and I realized that he's a really nice person. I mean I knew that all along, but it suddenly occurred to me that everyone has a story to share. You just need to ask and be genuinely concerned about the person to find out more. I like talking to him. And it makes me a tad jealous when he talk to other people now. Haha. Life's weird eh? Its like claiming ownership of something that was never yours. Oh wells, I like hanging out with them. They are fun. I would give alot to

Midterms are over for this week. Life's gonna be a mad rush after this. Like really mad. With CAs, friends and hall events coming up, time's just gonna fly. Midterms were generally ok this time around and I hope my mugging has been effective AND that it will reflect in my results. I think I am not gonna do honours anymore, but its this pride thing which has been bugging me. I want to take a honours degree to show people that I can do it.

OMG, IM GONNA PLAY THE PIANO. BYE

one head, 3 big ones

I was joking. Why you so angst? Its not my fault that you didn't study much for this paper. Plus its only 10%. Why so serious? I thought we knew each other better than that. Sometimes, I think the people that I am close too are just too weird. I will probably never understand them and live in fear for the rest of my life. It sucks.

Why do I feel so affected and cringy and weird when I found out that he might have a crush? Its none of my business as to who he has a crush on right? I just want him as a brother the way I wanted bear to be a brother. Keep it that way please.

I am not sure about my feelings to you. Settle for second best? I doubt so. The so many years of relationship that we have should be worth more than that ok. Ya, ok. Please please get me out of this situation. Shall go with you on saturday. Spend more time together.

BEHAVE YOURSELF. I'M WATCHING.
CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS, NO MORE WANDERING THOUGHTS.