That's what life is eventually about right?
You, yourself and your memories.
People come, people go. You just need to learn how to live with it. No such things as friends forever. You should after being through so many phases of life. Just when you feel that the bond is never going to be broken, it breaks. It happens.
People change. So go ahead, take his side. Throw things and cry and let him comfort you while I sit here and wonder what just happened. So much for asking me not to go home. You know how it feels when you lose both friends at once? It sucks. Especially when everyone else is affected by it too. It's normal you say. I beg to differ. If you didn't get together with him, we would have been happily bitching about it.
It hurts when I am trying so hard to hold on to all these bonds that matter so much to me and others just cut that bond. I thought all of us were more than that. I thought that after living in the same hall and corridor for 2 years, our relationships would be different, but its not.
I'm just very tired and disappointed. I really am trying. But I can't hold out if everyone else continues breaking all the bonds that held us together.
I never felt so lonely here before. I am surrounded with people but I can't help feeling lonely.
Saturday, April 28, 2012
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