Today is a happy day.

I met Siva for UROPS update and I was actually a little worried because my results didn't make sense to me at all. I did put in alot of effort, just that sometimes, effort doesn't equate to results. I was pleasantly surprised that I knew my literature well. YAY. It might seem like something very small but it means alot to me. AND AND he tweeted me to tell me that it was a good update, I take that as a huge compliment:) I love what I'm doing, how time seems to fly when I am out in field.

Sure, there are times when things get difficult. Like when you don't have helpers, or when the tides are being annoying, or when it pours and you get drenched and freeze on the way home. But I think its worth it. I like the idea of putting all the research work together and presenting the information to the government (I still like to believe in the idea that people make wrong choices because of ignorance). I can't bear it if mandai mangrove gets reclaimed. I don't know why I am so attached to the place, but I just am. Like how I feel for the place when I see random people catching crabs and fish, and when trees topple. I want to find a day to thoroughly explore the place. Maybe just sit down and enjoy being there and not doing anything.

Me and boyfriend have been good. I miss him so much. Like almost to the extend that its becoming a disorder, its scary. Esp during CNY when everybody has their reunions and stuff. I enjoy the family time, I really do. But things would have been nicer if the bf was around. Oh well, cannot be too greedy. I want to go visiting with him and bring him visiting with me. I promise to be good, to be the nice gf that everyone would want.

Happy V-day everyone (even though I do think its over-rated). Nothing can beat how bf bought me flowers for no reason at all on a normal day:)

HI, I'M WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK.