What's the purpose of education if you are so fixated on getting good results? Education is suppose to be about learning and gaining knowledge, not about how to score the highest. This totally defeats the purpose of education and it really makes me quite sick to interact with you.

V-day is round the corner and everyone is thinking of what to do/where to go/when to go with their special someone. My special someone is not around, and it has been 2 years. V-day is over-rated, what's the point of it anyway? When you can spend any other day being nice to each other, why wait till v-day? But its just abit sian when the bros are preparing for v-day and I dont have much to do or rather, I dont need to prepare much. And it feels abit horrible when I get teased about it. Its no-one's fault, but just might feel abit lonely. I miss him, not because v-day is around the corner but just because I miss him.

Looking at the white paper makes me sick. How to increase population like that? How much land can you reclaim? How are parks considered reserves and greenery? Its dumb, really. I feel like going away.

And I can't tell some people things anymore, doesn't feel like its being kept as secrets. No idea why but just a feeling.

Horrid day.

But ok, bath and study. Honours.