Monday, July 15, 2013

How can anyone feel so happy just being with that special someone? But this is how I feel. 

It's surreal, falling asleep beside him every night and waking up likewise. 
Knowing that he is always there to watch my back, never having to be afraid of getting lost because the moment I'm out of his vision (even if it's just to snap a photo), he appears right next to me with the where-did-you-go face. Planning all the things that I will like to do without even asking me simply because he knows me so well. And simple things like thanks for lunch and dinner was so good tonight. Teaching me how to drive and holding on to the door because I seriously scare him shitless. Haha. These are all the things that make me feel so fuzzy inside. 

And the way we played with Owen? It felt so good. I think he would make a good dad. I never thought that I would like kids so much but I do. It's fun to play with them. 

This guy is just awesome. So awesome that it makes me feel that simply cleaning and making meals for him isn't enough. It's like he deserves the best of the best. I want to give him so much more and make him as happy as he has made me. He always says that home is where the heart is. And I've never really believed him because I know my heart belongs to many others back in Singapore. But being here with him is just so... nice. I'm slowly starting to believe that I'll be fine wherever he is. 

Oh and how he can laugh and salute me after the rice cooking incident resulted in such a smoky room? And how he said at least I didn't check my eyebrows? I know he's the one:) no doubt. 

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