Wild Frontier

So, here I am, finally in Texas with the goon pilot boyfriend.
Its nice to be here with him, and I love the place.

I'm in Del Rio, which is pretty out of the urban city setting, Didn't really like San Antonio, too city-ish for me but I like Del Rio.
 Un-touristy, full of bushes and plantations (ok, too much plantations are not good). Its really a cowboy town and there is so much to explore. Too bad I suck on the road, like really suck. If not I'll be super busy visiting all the cool wild places. There is Amistad Nature Reserve nearby and there are so many many things to do that, they have tackle shops, camping shops and stuff like that. SO COOL RIGHT. Slap me please, why can't I drive.

This driving thing is really getting to me, and the goon pilot boyfriend is argh, just annoying. But its not his fault, I really do stupid things on the road. Just that his impatience and the why-you-can't-do-it face and tone drives me insane and makes me so flustered. And let's admit it, I don't like the feeling of being put down, especially by him. Of course he means well. SUCK LA, WHY CAN'T I DRIVE PROPERLY. When I think of the un-explorable places because I can't drive, I wanna die. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Let me defend myself k, I don't think I drive like that in Singapore. Pretty sure I don't. His car is so sensitive, the steering especially. And the speed here is crazy. And his car is so big that I find it difficult to check mirrors and I keep veering off. I super don't like it when his friends' gf can drive but I can't, am I really that cui? Whatever it is, unless I can get the hang of driving here, I can forget about going anywhere on my own. DAMN.

But I'm not exactly bored staying in his room everyday. There is so much to do. Clean up the place (old habits die hard), cook for him (because I like cooking), internet, school stuff. It scares me abit, how much I enjoy doing household chores. How can someone as strong headed, stubborn and dominant (more than average) enjoy doing these things? It made me super happy when he finished all the mushroom and said to himself that dinner was so good last night. Maybe its only temporary. Haha, maybe soon I'll be damn sian of staying in his room and show him black face when he comes home. Its nice to have some time on my own though, can read all the interesting things that I have been wanting to read but never had the time. Is this how students on gap years become so well versed and knowledgeable? Any case, I haven't started school stuff. Should start after our Houston trip, its gonna be a mad rush when I get back.

Ta-ta for now:)