Wanderlust

I'm experiencing this wanderlust that I never knew existed in me. I want to go out and see the world. Pretty much like how boyfriend is doing now. To be able to fly for one airport to another, travel to different states and cities over 3 day breaks. 

I'm jealous. Jealous that I'm stuck here while he is out there seeing the rest if the world and experiencing things that I haven't had the chance to. I want to be there with him and explore the world together. Don't want to be the noob or country bumpkin that knows nothing but Singapore. 

I declare my emotional state unstable these few days. I hope it will pass soon. I want to feel normal again. Fyp and schoolwork isn't helping the least bit. 3/4 more of the acad year to graduation. Can't wait to grad. Maybe if boyfriend is posted to Mountain Home, I'll go. Oh man. I don't know. 

Damn. I'm so doing the trip to New York alone. Or maybe I'll go to Malaysia or Laos to volunteer or work. Alone. Sheesh. I hope I'm not feeling this way because I'm being competitive. 

Please guide me, and help me focus on all that's to come.