Friday, October 4, 2013

12 hours in school for 2 days are no joke. I don't think I'm capable of doing field work tmr at 6am so I'm giving it a miss. 
Shall go on Sunday instead. I'll have some explaining to do but oh wells. I swear I'll be productive tmr. Finish my assignment. I guess grandparents played a part too. It be too troublesome for me to go, come home and go again. 

He's afraid of growing up. I understand his fears, surprised me again though, even after 8 years. Still not used to the fact tt he actually ponders quite a lot. Haha. My silly boy pondering:) 

What if he doesn't want to because he's afraid of all the things tt will tie us down? What if he changes his mind? I kinda don't want to wait anymore but he hasn't said anything. I am under the impression that he is not keen though. Maybe he doesn't want to have so much commitments. I'm pretty simple and I don't need much. Guess he knows. 

And that song has been playing in my head. 

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