I've finally started studying for me modules. I think the CA started me off. And guess what, taxo isn't as scary as I thought it would be. I can remember most stuff that Meier explained, should take part in the fb page should, it's a good 20% of the mod. 

Fyp is worrying as usual. But what's new. Sorting is stressful. I don't know if I missed stuff out. So I'll obsessively go through it over and over again. And there is human biasness, if the sample has a lot of insects, I tend to be less careful when I enumerate them. 

And my friends are great and funny. I have been meeting Dawn every other day. To run, to study or just because we need something to do. Nice to know that I'm not feeling lost alone. But I think we egg each other on, it's ok though, it's fun. Haha. With all the gossip and whatnot and the hthts.

Then there's the meet up with John at black ball. But John is gonna be John. I'll appreciate him for who he is though. There's mamammmmmm too. Hehe. She is actually pretty wise. And it's nice to have someone to calm me down and stop me from being irrational. 

And I have become more religious? Maybe it's because I was feeling super sian. I flipped thorough the bible that day and it seemed to make me feel better. But I guess there are a lot of things that I should be thankful for and I was reminded of that and of how tee is actually a wonderful guy. 

So anyway tee might not be back for the Dec hols:( Me is sad and disappointed. I was kinda looking forward to Christmas and new year with him. And Dawn is gonna go off too. So I'll be pretty bored:/ 4K is really a lot though. I want him back for the festive season but 4k is really too much. I'll leave the decision to him. Shan't ask him anymore because it makes the both of us sian. Oh wells. I hope hope hope that there will come a time where we won't have to think bout such things because we will more or less be together. We haven't spent Xmas or vday or my birthday together for quite a number of years already. Suprisingly, I have never missed his bd yet. Haha. Fate. It's not like we have huge celebrations, we don't even celebrate sometimes. Lol. But it's just nice having him around. 

My cough is killing me. Waiting to recover before I can go run again. I put on close to 3kg anyway. Time to stop the suppers. Haha