Reading week has always been crap. 

This year is especially worse because no more hall, no more friends to mug hardcore with and no bf to keep me sane (by bringing me out and letting me throw temper at him). I'm trying really hard not to be edgy. 

Pms (I suspect tmr), a failed day spent on spp page and not having any significant change made me pretty angst and tired. Haven't felt this shag since a long time. This is one of the times where I wished I had alone time in hall and where I can cry without having any reason to, it's therapeutic ok. 

Seriously, shag balls. Stupid species page and format. Part of me wants to go back and make it perfect but I don't think I should. It's really wasting time when no major change has been done. 

I feel bad for snapping at people. This always always happens. I never learn do I. Especially when it's mum and dad. Always trying their best to make everything good for me and I have to be unappreciative. I'll apologize tmr. You suck sometimes.