I like the idea that someone up there has everything planned out nicely. Please let everything fall into place, I'm starting to get impatient when I see everyone moving into a new phase of life.
I want to get married and start a family. Someone I wished that we, and especially you were more established. So that getting married and moving out won't be an issue. That's all I want in my life, I don't know if I'm being greedy. I don't blame you for quitting, but I do fantasize about how it would be if we had stuck to our plans. Plans where we would have been preparing our wedding and not where I'll be here wondering how we can work things out.
Clock's ticking and I don't know how much longer I want to and need to wait. It's frustrating really, when I know that I have the will to but not the capabilities to.
In my fantasy world, we would be married, have a house to call our own where the princess has her own corner in the house. We'll be a family for 2 years, enjoy the honeymoon period and have kids after. Princess will love our kids theway we love her and guard over them and bring them toys when they cry.
Tell me that I'm not greedy.
All I can do now is to continue hoping that everything will turn out good soon enough because time is running out.
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