The start of my horseshoe crab journey:)

Had my first lab meeting with siva and the rest of the honours students.

They are all very nice, was rather intimidated by them at first but then I realised that we were all kinda in the same boat. They are almost as clueless as me (I like to think) and they are really nice people:) I guess we just didn't get off a good start.

The meeting was nice, but siva side track like mad. Lol. Its infuriating sometimes but its nice to hear about his stories. I secretly kinda enjoy it, even if it means reaching home past 2330. I like the way he makes us understand the rationale behind everything that we do. Its really life skills that he is teaching. I remember how he once told me that it is very important to check primary sources, I just truely realised how important it is exactly today i,e: the NSS surveys.
Personally, I think this is what the education system here lacks. Students do things because they are afraid of being punished, not because they genuninely understand what is going on. From today, I shall take safety protocols seriously. Haha.

I did something mean, I kinda kicked out these group members who are PRCs. I feel very bad about it but I want to do well for this module and instincts tell me that these people might not co-operate.

Tee confirmed his departure date. 29 Nov. Oh wells, what can I say. Its his dream, just got to live with it. I think I have a paper on that day. Im so going to miss him. Hope he comes back soon, like very very soon.

I am tired, LFF tmr. Lab someomore.zzz

Week 3

Start of week 3.
The madness is here. Labs, tutorials, meetings.

Im thrown back onto the emotional roller coaster without bf for the week again. But it's ok, I realised today tt the coming 9mths will be hard, yet, we will be able to manage. Ultimately, I know tt there will be a day where we won't have to go through all these. And it will be worth it.

I love my family too.

Here's to week 3:)

It's the 2nd week

This few days very tiring. Emotional and everything.

It's the 2nd week of school and before I know it, recess week is gonna come around. And tee will need to go off. It's bugging me quite alot, should distract myself with other things.

Just remember how horrible it was when the both of you were not together and you'll be fine. You will never know how happy or unhappy you will be without him, just need to be brave.
Be a source of support to others to keep yourself going. Be that support he is going to need when he goes to aussie.

XD is not easy, the physics part is tough so I need to work on that. Project for 3254 needs to be done too. UROPS proposal, extra questions for 3261, readings for nat soc.

Lots to do. Honours year, here I come.