I'm scared of losing you.

What if you come back and we realise that we don't like each other anymore? Or rather, what if you realise that you don't like me anymore? I'm just being irrational tonight.
I don't dare to tell you how much you actually mean to me beacause I'm afraid that I won't get the same love back. How dumb is that?

Sigh. I think its school that is stressing me out too.
Today's the 31st. You are gonna be gone in less than a month. Always happens huh. Time catches up with us before we know it.

9months sweets, let it be alright please.

One day, I'm gonna get married to you. I'll cook for you, wash for you, iron your clothes for you. We will wake up every morning and see each other's sleepy face. We'll have kids and a dog. And maybe a kitten. I'll bake them cookies. We'll bring them camping. You will be the fun daddy. And I will be the loving mummy.

I'll make you the happiest man on earth, just like the way you will make me the happiest woman.

Till then sweets:)